Ever since switching to 10 hour days so that I could have Friday's off, my nights feel like the disappear into thin air. Following work 3 days out of the week, I head to the gym for approximately 45 minutes. Once back home, which is close to 8, I then have physical therapy exercises to complete (its now about 8:15ish). Dinner, what's for dinner? If all goes well and as planned, I am hoping to precook my week day meals on my weekends. So far, so good! Where does time go? I am happy to say with my hard work last week on getting to the gym and eating healthy, I have lost a few pounds.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Do you ever feel like you live in a world where you are sitting in the middle with all this chaos around you? That is how I feel sometimes, or majority of the time. I'm trying so hard to continue to find balance at work. There are multiple families on my caseload that require so much extra time or need someone to do things for them. Honestly, I'm tired of enabling these families. Part of me feels guilty for say this, but I'm tired of dysfunction.
I don't often talk about getting married or finding that "right" person to spend the rest of my life with. If it's in God's plans, that special someone will come. But I look around at people my own age and feel like I'm the only single person out there. I can count the number of people or friends on one (maybe two hands) who are single. I'm frustrated that church communities don't look at this single population. There are so many things out there for couples or families. Am I looking in the wrong places or am I just irritated right now?
Right now, I'm trying to focus on the here and now. I'm not trying to think about tomorrow or what happened yesterday. Saying that is so much easier said then done.
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