Life often feels like a roller coaster with all the ups and downs and turns. This blog is my journey through my transformation and becoming who I am meant to be.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
One turns into Two
There are times where I feel like I'm two people, but in reality am only one person. I think about people who own homes who either have roomate(s) or are married. They have two people to do all the work. Work for me includes cooking meals, shoveling or mowing lawn, grocery shopping, cleaning, house work or repairs, etc... There are just some days where I think how lucky those people are. For me, I have to do all that alone, there is only one of me. This is how I feel my life is: work full time, go to the gym at least 3/4 times a week, do outside work (shoveling, flower beds, mowing, etc...), clean, do laundry, go grocery shopping, and sleep. I love and am content being single right now. In fact, I can't even visualize myself getting married. At this point of my life, I do like my independence. However, would like a little assistance sometimes with all the "stuff" mentioned above. There are definitely positive and negative to being married as well as being single. When I think of my life, I feel sometimes that there is a hole. That hole should be filled with things that are meaningful to me, my passion. Right now, that hole feels empty. I feel that work, the gym, and "duties" consume all of me. Right now, I just want to put my feet up, and do nothing or think nothing (if that is possible).
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ashley i totally understand what you are talking about. the days sometimes just seem so filled up that there isn't anytime for just yourself...think what it would be like with taking care of a dog right now.
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It's a dichotomy; the only messes you have to clean up you made yourself (okay, Mother Nature helps a little) which means fewer messes, but you also don't have anyone to blame besides yourself. But just think, live like no one else today and someday you can just pay other people to do some of those chores that eat up so much of your time now!
ReplyDeleteYes you have a hole that is empty but beleive me when i say,the other does not always pitch in,i just know of some like that and i am very fortunate that your dad is very helpful and i thinks he knows most of the time he better,but always remember there is that one for you out there some where and one day you will find him.Love mom oh ya can`t wait till you get home and lets pray for no snow storms.
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